WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!~ Why's no one reading my blog! ): LOL.

just came back home, lol.

anyws, went to bugis in the afternoon to meet shane & the others. ohmygod! shane cut his hair until very ugly lah! xD jemuel also lor! laughs. anyws, went to bugis to interview for a job. @ xinhui's work place one. that si toot hor, tell her boss that the boss dk me one, but actually he does. then end up i had to go to bugis to interview. after reaching there, the boss say he know me what, why xinhui say that he dk me. then reach there not until 5 mins he tell me can go liao lor. lol. he say it's cause he thought he dk me. but end up he know me so don't even need to interview what. then i was like, "wtf?" . lol.

cause i was thinking, since want interview then must give the boss a good impression what, can't be late for the interview. then end up i got held up by my house de stuffs. so in the end chiong cab to bugis. &end up the boss tell me this -.- dots. stupid xinhui uh! -.-! lol. anyws, met up with shane they all after that & i was broke cause of the cab fare. &i was starving. so went home quite early at around 7plus? reached home at 8plus.

even though i had one big bowl of rice i still freaking hungry -.- around 9plus shirley jio me go rounding with her friends. quite fun luh actually. rode in the car awhile. but after eating with them @ changi shirley's friend tompang me on his bike. quite fun lah seriouslyyyy! xD i miss going rounding in a bike ): anyws, went to yishun there. those idiots intended to race one. wtf. lol. luckily they didn't in the end. then when i was resting in the car one of the idiot go bang the door lah. my hand was there lor! end up now i have a bruised & half-sprained finger -.- &i ended up crying, but no one cares :\ so sad right? lol. thennnnn, went to kembangan (or whatever you spell it) to eat. &after that ahyang & that awin or dk what name one send me & shirley home. HAH! I BLUFF THEM SAY I GOT CURFEW THEY BELIEVE! LOOOOOL! SHIRLEY KNOW ME HOW LONG LE SINCE WHEN I GOT CURFEW SIAH! HAHAHAHHAHAS ! X: but that's the only way i can go back lah. lol.

intended to go chai chee to find desmond & ah pui after that, but lazy go. lol. cause friggin tired -_- so... ya.

just came back not long ago. now going to revise my korean words, then sleep! :D

anyws, i don't think i'll be posting much the next few days.

cause plans are like that:

25.09.09 - nicholas's chalet, might be ton-ing.

26.09.09 - nicholas's chalet, might be ton-ing.

27.09.09 - chalet book out, going home to sleeeeeeeep!~ (:

28.09.09 - working @ bugis street! xinhui's work place! remember to go peng chang okay! :D

so... ya, REMEMBER COME XINHUI'S WORK PLACE FIND MEEEE! SAVE ME FROM BOREDOM! LOLOLOL!

&if you all want comment, just make a acc & then comment lah! don't keep come here see see already no comment then run away eh): hah.

goodnight! :D

HEY ALL, MY HAMSTER DIED TODAY! ): i'm super sad you know! D: seriously! i admit i never seriously care alot for her lah. but i feel so sad after knowing that it died ): you know how it died? cause that bloody tapor ( the other hamster, male ), go fight with her, then end up killing her )': seriously super sad lah! but actually it's not his fault luh, the zharbor ( female hamster ) always bully the tapor first. lol. &anyws, i wanted to bury my hamster & do a proper burial for her. but i didn't know where to bury her @ ._.  . thought of pasir ris park. but how am i going to bring a hamster's body all the way to pasir ris park & then bury her there?! her body is even giving off a smell already lah -.- zz. end up she got thrown away by the maid ): sigh. super sad...

ZHARBOR, you really must R.I.P okay? i will take care of tapor! rest in peace & faster reborn into a human! i love you! ):

EEE! stayed at home today. super bored D: cause i'm phone-less, so can't contact anyone. luckily i took back my phone from alex already :D was suppose to meet jinjuan & then go find maomao together @ TM one. but that idiot never wait for me, then he sms me when i don't have a phone! -.- only saw that message 2 hours later. so ended up not going with them. wahlao! i want go one eh! zzz. anyws, met up with alex & bryan awhile after that, to get back my spare phone. then kept scolding alex why he didn't grow up like bryan to be taller & more good-looking. laughs.

idk what to feel about my family. pissed? hatred or love or what? aiya. zz. my dad scolded me for no reason. in fact it's straight after i've tried to do something nice for him. can't he stop scolding me? all he knows is scold scold scold. hardly shows me he cares or whatever. always making me feel sad or hatred towards him. i know i'm not suppose to hate him & knows that he cares etc. , but i can't help it. how do you communicate with someone who keeps scolding you! it's as though the only way he can communicate with me is through scolding.  make me end up in tears each time. &yesterday had to sit outside of the house, just cause i'm afraid he'll wake up & scold me again. crying at the corridoor, if not, crying at the toilet. am i really such a pathetic daughter? that you have to scold me such hurtful words each time. how i wish i can just tell you. whatever shit you're scolding me you should scold yourself. then what for you even let me come to this world? regret having me this daughter? what if one day i just die in front of you. will that make you feel better? not having to face this ccb, this ban ye gui, this guai tai? fuck.

&freaking pissed. idk what that guy's showing. he keeps sending me the wrong messages. as in, not messages literally, but stuffs he do. it's like, he's showing he likes me one minute, & the next minute, he's chasing me away): or is it just me thinking too much? but idkkkk! he really keeps making me misunderstand. ugh. idk if this is a good thing or not. it's like, he's a super good guy, that's why he doesn't lend girls to lie on his shoulder so easily, but on the other hand, since he doesn't, means he won't let me lie on his shoulder either. argh. that's why nobody's perfect :C &anyws, even though he says he only lends his shoulder to the girl he likes or his girlfr, he lent it to me the other day, which made me totally got the wrong idea. okay lah, it's not his shoulder, it's his back. but he said he doesn't lend his back or shoulder to any girls other than the girl which he likes & his girlfr. so does he like me? argh. so confusing :S EEE! he's an idiot :\ &when i walk slowly, he waits for me when we're with a whole bunch of people. it's not like, he just talks with them & just leave me alone walking at the back. instead, he slows down & waits for me. which made me totally get the wrong idea again. but today he keeps chasing me off, whether over the phone or sms. which is totally negative.

oh forget it, if i continue i'll just spam my whole post about him -.- hah. anyws, he asked me to faster sleep! since it's so late already. so i shall FASTER SLEEEEEP! hah! xD goodnight all (;

Anyws, yeah, i move blog.

well. won't be posting much now. later then post i guess. cause super moody now. super disappointed in someone right now.

why can't i accept the fact that people change everytime? :\ sigh.

oh anyws, all, re-link me please! :D thank you(: